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Twenty Twenty Five
I didn’t have a breakthrough. I had a dismantling. Not the cinematic kind. The quiet, administrative kind. The kind that arrives as an email, a pause, a door that doesn’t open no matter how many times you knock politely. Things fell away. Work. Structure. Certainty. The version of me that knew how to succeed inside systems clocked out without asking my permission. And suddenly I was alone with the one thing I’d spent my life circling but never choosing: my own authority. No o

Alex Ryan
Dec 23, 20252 min read


Collapse to Clarity
Two years ago, the life I have so carefully curated came to an end. Words I used to cringe at now have a different meaning. Spiritual awakening is the shift from identifying with the illusion to identifying with the self. From seeking external validation to trusting inner knowing, living by programming to living by resonance surviving based on expectations to creating based on soul alignment. It’s painful. It’s disorienting. It breaks your heart and reconfigures your nervous

Alex Ryan
Jul 6, 20252 min read
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